Adapt, improvise and overcome.

Seriously, over two months since I last had the time or energy to try and sculpt some words into meaningful sentences, stick them together to form paragraphs and then rinse and repeat to make a new post. Seems that living in a tent saps it out of you! So the months of summer are in full swing and the Scottish rain and midge scene is growing rapidly. The tent is yielding numerous wildlife surprises but as there aren't any seriously dangerous insects in Scotland they're all welcome. All that is apart from the slug in my sleeping bag!

It's been a ponderous time these last few months. Ebbing and flowing through pools of clarity to the muddy waters of uncertainty. I mean what is dubstep? Apart from being all the rage with the kids, to me, it sounds like Rolf Harris got some serious jungle fever and went mental with his plywood sheet! In saying that though it's growing on me as a new form of music. It certainly has it's moments where I can accept, unapologetically, the skills and the talent needed to produce it. So I'm growing over the summer, allowing myself to open up, to experience something new, something that I thought was the milk for a special K diet!

It's been a summer of change, which is rapidly passing by. Soon it'll be the season of change and all things autumnal will see me head off into spring! Confused? Well I like to keep things as simple as what goes on in my head, so tough luck. But looking forward, I just realised I'm going to go from autumn, to spring, to summer, to winter, back to autumn and on to another winter. Go figure that out!

Change is an exciting prospect that many don't like. I relish it. The unknown is something that puts up considerable challenges. Constantly forcing us to make up new solutions to problems we've never encountered. It's a shame that so many people fight change. Fear of the unknown is rational enough. People like the comfort of the known world, the 9-5, the two day weekend, the bills, the relentless monotony. That is what I fear. Many people see my age as a turning point. Settling down time, time to make real plans, put down roots and start growing up.

Some might say "unfortunately" but I'll never grow up. I'll always be a kid at heart, fascinated by the unknown, taking child like glee in things that no one else finds amusing. It keeps off the wrinkles I tell you. I get such a pleasure out of mother nature and the great outdoors that I'll be bouncing around for a bit longer yet. Even living in one place for six months, through the medium of my tent dwelling, has allowed me to feel mildly nomadic! But to cliche it up, the winds of change are blowing strong and I'll be raising my sails soon enough. I've missed you blog and i'll try and lavish you with more attention soon. So for all those in the know guess I got my swagga back!

Ramble on....................

Pondering life under canvass

When you move to a new place, whether it be house, city or country, it usually takes time to settle. To learn what the strange noises are, what is getting the olfactory sense going and the general geography of the place. After my last entry I had the most wondrous idea of writing my blog in my tent, loading it up at work and having some strange juxtaposing rants about old vs modern, nature vs computers but guess what? They don't have an ap for it! So i went old school. Even older than pen and paper, older than chalk and rock, I went back to the future and just thought and wrote about it in my head! Very little in my life would I class as pure genius moments. I have had some. It's an amazing moment of pure crystalline clarity, which yields a result that feels like you've been graced to succeed, in the task you solve, with said essence of genii. This wasn't such a moment!

At 25 I lacked the sponge like absorbency of a younger mind. While I push into new decades I recede great thoughts to blank stares of wonderment. When passing into a dream like state, in my tent, having written in my head, with afore mentioned crystalline clarity, words of such magnitude they could stop evolution, it pains me in the morning when all that's left is an arbitrary mingling of confusing anecdotes. But then I'm like 'Wise up Norval! You've got a blog that's full of that stuff. Just palm it off on them.' 

Last time I wrote I was commenting on the glorious amusements of the Scottish summer arriving in April. How living under canvass was the highlight of it all and 5 months would be a quick and enjoyable summer jaunt. I nostradamus-ed myself by mentioning rain, it finally came. However, it yielded much thought on my part. 

The first night I closed my eyes the rain sounded like an epic fireworks display. Some drops sounded like multi-stage, high flying, ooers. While others were long drawn out aaaaaahhhhers. My brain joined in with my ears and created a light and noise show to herald the coming of a new era. Soon enough I was conducting my own fireworks display in a technicolour paradise in my head. While it was an enjoyable adventure for a short period, after an hour of no sleep and with no way to switch the fireworks off, I began worrying. Sleep eventually came and there were no dreams of explosions or bombs, which I thought may have followed.

The night after was a strange one. It started of dry but I could smell the rain coming. Sure enough I was in my sleeping bag for twenty minutes and then the first pop came, then the next, a couple more and then it got more frequent. I lay there in my sleeping bag thinking i was in a giant microwave bag of popcorn. It's just how it sounded. It didn't take long for me to imagine myself spinning round in the microwave, warming up and getting close to exploding. Luckily, when i popped it was off to the land of nod! 

The next night the rain was pounding it out to a different beat. Tonight it felt like there were twenty kids outside my tent with a barrage of water bombs. My tent was shaking feebly under the onslaught. I was inside unsure of how to broach the subject and stay dry at the same time. Sleep came slowly that night too. After that I was blessed by a starry and moon lit sky. It was quite beautiful on my stroll to bed. The massive cat/dog/beast/four legged animal from the deep being projected by the moon, through the hedge, onto my tent was slightly unnerving till I called it Biggles and decided it was actually my guard beast.

Unfortunately, Biggles got eaten the following night by the dark skies, which brought back the rain. This time it was like I had an army of marching ants swarming my tent. The 6 legs of each one pitter pattering over my tent. However, that evenings ant attack was short lived and my new wild style of living meant i was more mentally prepared. Today my new fear is a branch getting blown off  one of the trees and spearing me in my sleep. An odd way to go but i'm not ready to bow out so soon. (If you get the joke on the last sentence you're my friend.)

Overall, tent life suits me. It's a conversation starter and stopper, it allows me a personal amount of space, which yields a musing ground for blogs, it puts off the wrong sort of people and attracts the best. People think I'm a little bit crazy, which is better than them knowing I'm actually a whole lot more. But I feel settled, which is the main thing. So i'll go back to a blustery, canvass covered, rain hallucinating sleepy life tomorrow and report back shortly.

Ramble on..............

Life in the tea and cake lane

So I'm leaving India for a blog about life in a tent. It's been a wild month since returning to the 'real' world of the UK. Well not like snakes, tigers and elephants wild. Nor hedonistic partying or extreme revelry wild. In fact the only wild thing happening is that I live in the wild. Well not even that wild but I do sleep in my tent now.  Pre-tell why a tent? I've got no other place to sleep is the shortest answer, here's the longer one.

Once upon a time I had a job. That job was working in a bar. In that bar I met a woman and we became friends. Funny that, me making friends with a lady in a bar. Now this woman had a dream that was filled with tea and cake. MMMM cake. Said dream is now a reality in the form of a tea and cake shop in Pitlochry. Pitwhatry? Small Scottish town pertaining to the travelling octogenarians and world travellers alike. Seems to be a half way house for the masses on the move north and south of Scotland.

Quaint wee place crawling with touristy traps. However none as successful as ours. Like the ingenious carrot on a stick the powers that be came up with cake in the window! Like the Klingon's masterful tractor beam, the tearoom Hettie's, which I am running for the summer, has an intense power that draws people through the door. No, I'm not talking about me, I'm talking about layers of cakes, muffins and scones, the lure of calorie indecency, the sugar buzz needed to help the weary tourist on their way.

It's a daily occurrence to think that a bird has hit one of our windows. When, in actual fact, it's another hapless wanderer being drawn into a cake paradise. But what has all this got to do with me in a tent? Well Pitlochry is not very well connected to the real world. I had the choice of a three hour commute a day, splashing all the cash I'm going to save getting a car or living in my tent. I chose the latter. For the next five months, after travelling in one of the world's largest tea producing countries, I'm now a tea peddler myself.

I'm lucky considering the last three weeks have been Scotland's summer. So my tent and I are enjoying a renaissance of warm evenings and no rain. The birds poop on my tent and I smile, the bees buzz merrily around me and I become entranced in there wondrous flight, even the cat's trying to get laid I salute at 3 in the the morning. I'm worried that my tent living fantasy bubble will be shattered when summer starts proper!

When it's constantly drizzling, the winds are howling, the bees sting and the midge make an appearance perhaps bricks and mortar will become more appealing. But I doubt it. My reputation as the one who lives in a tent is growing. I'm going to clean my BBQ and get the summer furniture arranged so I can have guests. Every night still feels like I'm on holiday. So it's good times for me. It also means this blog will be a sporadic indulgence between past and present rambles.

Will it make it better? Me thinks not, however, we all want variety in our lives. Not a monotonous drone of similar verbal expulsions. But a waterfall of colourful indecencies, cascading over a precipice, spraying delight and wonder into our face. This is what I'll strive for you my reader.

Till then ramble on...................

Where do you begin?

My time in India is a foot. At the moment, it's hard to put into words the last two months in Gulmarg as I'm still over awed by it all. So rather than start at the end I'm going to go back in time. All aboard the auto-rickshaw time machine. It's a fantastic little machine. However, it's limited two stroke engine means the relative time travel is not the same as, say, a delorean. It will just push the boundaries of time and space and take us back to the last few months of 2010. Please keep your hands and feet in the vehicle at all times, shut your eyes, breathe normally and hope for a comfortable ride, highly unlikely in an tuk-tuk I know! Here we're go.........ajeincwj39-4 dl2d8dnnjx#(...............................woooooohooooooo..........now wasn't that fun? Lets see where we are, looks like a nice relaxing beach scene in the sleepy temple town of Gokarna. At least the journey back in time on the rickshaw wasn't as brutal as the bus journeys that it took to get to and from this place.


Quite quickly on the buses, across India, it dawned upon me that a 6'3" person was not something they incorporated into any of the design plans. If you would like to get an idea of how I feel on an Indian bus go out and find a marshmallow (not the mini kind) and a box of matches. Now empty the matches from the box. Okay so the empty box now represents a typical space available for a person on the bus. I am the marshmallow. I'm pretty sure you can all figure it out for yourself, but try squeezing the marshmallow into the matchbox. Not easy, is it? And that's me without my backpack on either! Needless to say, it wasn't my most favoured mode of transport. So a ten hour journey, from Ooty to the nearest train station, to take me to our beach paradise, was even less romantic than the train journey up! But get there I did.


Gokarna was an interesting place for me. It was the first, and might I add the only, place in India I got sick. Admittedly it wasn't properly India kick the living life out of your guts and sanity for five days sick. Just a day in bed feeling like a junkie coming of the brown (hypothetically speaking as I have no actual knowledge of what it's like to come off smack). But the other 9 days on the beach were a little jaded by this. I got some good help from friends to try and get my mind back on track. It was just, no matter how hard i try to occupy myself on the beach, I find it inherently boring after a while.


Yes swimming in the sea is fun, hot chicks in bikinis i'll never grow tired of, building sandcastles brings a child like joy not matched by much, drinking beer is great everywhere, having cow shits to dodge keeps you, literally, on your toes, adventures into the under growth always yields something new, plus you have the sun rise and sunset to marvel at too but that's all day one. After that you just lie there and tan or mix up all the afore mentioned stuff. For me that soon sets into a monotony, which makes me feel like I'm wasting my life away. Well it did in Gokarna anyway. I'm not saying that I couldn't spend weeks on the beach. I definitely could. Just not there. 


So off I went to try and stimulate my mind and body in the bouldering mecca known as Hampi. Before i could reach there I had the worst bus journey yet. Night buses are a cruel joke. Get your match box and cut it in half. Push marshmallow Norval into the half. Now put it in a blender with some stones, switch it on and leave for 8 hours. This is how it felt!


Ramble on............................


Gokarna pics here

Gulgnarg

Okay so time is limited and Kashmiri internet is not the best. I am however fantastic. I've landed in a place as friendly as Sesame Street, as more daunting than any exam or test and as exciting as Christmas morning when you're little. It's a roller coaster ride of epic proportions. A non-stop thrill a minute. I'm exceedingly happy but would appreciate a bit more snow. However, i've been out of the loop for a while since my last blog.

I had an 18 hour epic journey to get to Srinagar, one of the best trips I've had period. I'd be writing for days if I was to put into words what i've seen and done since my last entry. So I can't. But I implore the readers of this not to share my secret world in Gulmarg. It's 'paradis on earth' according to the tourism board. They're not far wrong from a mountain goat, snowboarders perspective. Highest gondola in the world, unlimited terrain, powder that lasts weeks not hours, some really interesting characters too. Then what it doesn't have makes it even more enjoyable. But that's a ramble for another time.

I've been trying to build an igloo, not taking enough pictures and enjoying some totally ridiculous snowboarding. I'm smiling like the cat that got a creamy, kipper, whiska pie!!!!!!!!!!!! Life is peachy and I am safe enough.

How to be dull

I sat down about three weeks ago to write a most wonderful entry in this blog. It was an epic and had been tapping away for over thirty minutes. It was an in depth look into the problem faced by the amount of trash that is thrown away in India, what sort of relationship the people of India have with Mother India, how the trash that you see everywhere is thrown away, by all facets of Indian Society, and in what way the tourist has influenced the influx of trash upon this country and it's people. Sounds serious. Like it might actually cut some mustard. Might raise some hackles. But you know me is that really my style?

Obviously not, so this whole topic was written in the format of a Jeremy Kyle/ Jerry Springer show! We had my humble self playing the role of the megalomaniac presenter. One minute the purest of utter nicieties sliding off my tongue and into the ears of the audience. Words so sweet that it melts your ear wax, which oozes out of the ear, just like warm honey off a spoon. Totally disgusting, I know. But within one breath words spew forth upon my adversary: the people doing wrong upon the stage.

Complex character assassinations, with snide remarks, dropped just beyond everyones ears, but the enemy. A psychological bombardment of such wickedness and cruelty that an eery silence fills the void of the studio. To say that you could here a pin drop would be unfair. The noise of the pin falling through the air would sound similar to that of an F1 Tornado passing through. Once the enemy was sufficiently dispatched. I'd sit in my chair and surmise my findings upon the viewers. The millions that hang on my words.

These words are delivered in such a condescending manner that the word is frankly an unjust one to use to describe my monologue. I leave the viewers feeling so stupid. Anyone tying shoelaces, at the moment they here my words, completely forget how to perform the task. This is why I don't go on the radio. Just think of the pile ups.

Now what we all have to do is go back to the beginning of this entry. For the talk was of what I had done. Past tense. It was done. It was written. The last three paragraphs have only been describing the way I played the role of the presenter, as I see them. It doesn't even go into the dialogue, who the enemy was, what striking conclusions were made. Why???? I hear the world scream. The answer is the internet crashed, I saved it to a computer, left the internet cafe, having never returned to collect my master piece. Frankly so many new places have sprung up since I wrote it I can't remember where it is. Shame or not that is what happened.

So I had to sit down this evening and find new inspiration. Which obviously got me thinking about where inspiration comes from. How it's created and what's the best way to channel it. Tonight I was inspired by a past piece, written last year, which technically was only days ago, I know, but still in the past. Maybe tomorrow I'll be inspired by a future event or a present moment. About half way through writing this blog I had decided on my conclusions for this moment.

I was musing on the end of the year, the past and what has happened last year. Quite a-typical around the end of our year, I know. I drew inspiration from points in time and from parts of my imagination. I put it together and created a new moment. I doubt this blog is going to be a stupefying moment of inspiration for anyone. Perhaps some will think, 'I'm certainly inspired to stop reading this shite blog'. To them I say thanks for seeing it this far.

To those who read on. I would ask you all to take a moment and think of something that has inspired you to create something new in 2010. It might have been a person, a moment, an animal, a flower, poop or qi. Perhaps it'd be nice to say thanks to who or whatever it was. By all means share your stories with me if you like. Seeing how my ego writes some of this and my heart the other. I'm going to have to thank them, minding to give my ego just a teensy wee bit.

Naturally, I must apply large amounts of gratitude and applaud to whoever is reading these lines. I, primarily, write this for my own amusement. But thanks for reading, for next time you might be my inspiration. I hope if you can't think of anything, which inspired you, last year, to do what I've poorly described above. That in 2011 you'll go and look for something. For creating new things, from some inspiration, itself is an inspiring tool that, I think, we should all develop. Perhaps new things can only be created from inspiration?

This is where I'm signing off. For I'm going to start riddling myself with new questions, which I'd rather discuss with a human and not staring at a computer. 
 
Ramble on................................................